My father died in 1997 after years of battling with various physical diseases. Shortly after his death I went through a time of wrestling with God. I was not asking God, “Why did my father have to die?” My questions to God at that time were more along the lines of: “Why did my father have to suffer for so long?” God never gave me "the" answer at that time. He may give me an answer when I get to heaven or he may not. I imagine by that time my focus will be on other things. But what God did give me way back in 1997 and 1998 was some truth and wisdom and his love to see me through my time of wrestling. And I think that the Scripture that the Lord used most to speak to me during that time of wrestling was this passage, John 11:1-44, about the death and resurrection of Lazarus, about the power of Jesus to set us free. What I would like to do with you today is to open the Scriptures together and as we read, allow me to share with you my questions, and some answers tha